The Nightmarish Dream

I slept late yesterday at past 3am. I was thinking that I’ll have a dreamless sleep since I was so tired from a very long Sunday and the fact that I have been feeling really sick the past few days (til today) will somehow make me sleep like a log.

I woke up very early at around 10 minutes to 5am since I saw my mobile phone shows the time and I would really wanted to wake up because of the dream I was having… It was a really good dream if I will try to look at it from “Maybe it can still come true” part of my mind. However, since I am now stuck with the harsh reality the dream is really a huge pain in the @$$. The dream was so clear, even his face was clear… I really hated when I dream like that… If I can only make those sort of dreams to never visit me when I sleep. I will…

And so I go back to sleep… Hoping Against hope that I would have a good morning sleep and rest…

I know I was dreaming again, I found myself in a place where I would never in my life want to be staying… The place looks normal but dull and I can feel a sense of danger. Then I saw this other person… He made me feel safe and I smile so many times in my dream… Then one part of my mind told me to wake up… “Because that dream will never be made into reality…”

What a cruel thing to start my week…

I am definitely considering both that dream into My “Nightmarish” category…

I would never want to sleep if I would dream that sort again… *sigh*